As i worship the Lord.. He reminded me abt my past journey with him... i can still rmber the day when i converted.. when joyce told me that i can actually talk to God as my fren... i start talking to him.. frm that day..i noe that i can rely on him.. i rmber the changes in my life..all these credit to God alone... before i noe God.. i used to write letter to myself.. whenever i am sad or angry..i will write a letter & den keep it.. i do that coz i have nobody to turn to..i tik that nobody can understand how i feel..i will keep it nicely & make sure no one will see it.. i rmber that day..that very day... i decided to throw the whole stack of letters away...(that was when i noe God liao) hehe... u noe y? coz i found someone whom i can talk to & he understands me :) there is not a need to write letter to myself le.. i rmber when i was sec one.... i had a strong will that i want to kill myself.. coz life is so stress for me..i often purposely cross e road when there are many cars... but my fren will always pull me back..haha! but now after knowing God.. i always say this ["my life rawks!!"] haha! its true..my life reali rawks.. i love my life & i want to treasure my life.. life with God is reali rawks.. dictionary words are not enough to decribe how wonderful to spend my life with God..yup.. slowly..frm a New b to a shepherd.. go thru alot.. speech that hurt me..sacastic attitudes frm sheep etc.. but God is with me :) after sometime..me & my sheep love each other :) haha! den after that frm a shepherd to CLa.. i rmber e days when i go to e NB hse nearly everyday & ask her go church.. haha! God gave me strength.. yup!! den became a CL.. God reali bless my cg alot.... there is once..i broke down & cry... haha! i met a prob & duno how.. after that a leader reminded me to seek God.. hmmmm... after seeking God & ask HIM... haha.. the prob is not a prob anymore! i have been a Cl for sometime.. gone thru alot with e cg...God is with me!!! He has brought me this far.. He nv fail to protect me..stay with me..giving me wisdom & strength which i need.. comfort me & assure me.. that is also the period of time when my frenz start to disagree with my committment to the church.. i am mentally tired.. thou no one wants to talk to me.. i am not lonely :) coz.. i noe that God is juz beside me..& i am not angry with my committments.. coz i noe i am not doing e wrong thing..so wat if my fren disagree?God agree can le..haha! But God is so faithful... he change e situation..now..my fren has stop ignoring me le.. hehe! now i am taking care of a unit le.. with 3 caregroups... God nv fail to guide me along... he guide my every steps.. he assure me that i am going to success soon.. very soon... i dun care wat negative things is happening.. i am not going to stop.. i am going to move on & trust Him.. yes.. my journey with him is not easy.. but one thing is that he is always there for me.. i am not scared :) he did alot of things for me in this journey.. when i need strength,he give me strength.. when i am down, he comforts me & assure me.. when i am lost, he guide me along.. when i am alone, i am still not lonely.. when everyone is against me, he supports me.. when i am unhappy, he listens to my cry.. (my journey with God : a changed life) worth investing my life in Him.. when u invest..u are not working alone... i am so thankful for everything he had done in my life.. He is e one who make my life so so so rawks....(joy in me coz i have Jesus in me) *hey i share this is not to list down the probz i faced.... but to remind myself how God stands by me when i am facing all these...* where got no ppl prob-free de rite? but its juz that thou i have prob juz like u all.... but i am not afraid coz i have Jesus with me :) do u have Jesus with u? if yes... dun worry..u will overcome all probz with victory!

---do u count your blessings? do u appreciate God for wat he has done in your life? (forget everything liao?)rmber e one who brough u frm wher u were to where u are now..---